Beyond Eternal

Let us look forward to a future with boundless possibilities!

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Every year, on this day, I’m reminded of one beautiful person, a great guitarist who changed mine and a lot more other people’s lives with his music.

Every year, on this day, I pay tribute to one of the people who changed how I view the world, humanity, and probably, my general outlook of life.

Every year, on this day, I think of things like, what if hide had lived all this time? I wonder how he would look like now? He would probably have a wife and kids. He’ll probably have concerts everywhere by now, not just Japan. And we would probably like each and every single post he does on social network, too. And he’ll post pictures of how silly he is with his friends.

But, in the end, everything is just wishful thinking. Because 18 years ago, we already lost that beautiful smile.

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It’s my birthday. And It’s also my last year in the calendar.

I’m old.

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Regression?

Hello blog,

It’s been a while. I know I have neglected you for so long. It’s not that I’ve forgotten about you. It’s more like, I ran out of things to say.

It’s more than that, actually. In truth, I have a lot of things to say. A lot of things pop into my mind. But I just don’t know where to start or how I should express them. I think of how, but then after a while, I would just give up on the idea and let things pass me by slowly.

Lately, I feel like drifting in a endless space – no where to go, no where to run. I don’t even have the energy to think of where to go, or where to run, or what to do.

I think happy thoughts and look at happy things and do things that I used to love, but somehow, they are not the same. Yes, they make me happy, but the happiness is temporary. As soon as the book ends, I’m sad again. As soon as the music ends, I feel empty again. The things that I used to love don’t give me the same satisfaction, happiness, and fulfillment as they did before. Like how I used to be able to watch seasons after seasons of TV series, but now, after 2 or 3 episodes, I get bored with it. Although I still watch them until the end, but I finish them not because I find them fun to watch, but more like out of obligation to myself that I have to finish everything that I started.

I do not know what’s wrong with me, I just feel so… I feel nothing, I have no opinion of anything, and I don’t even think I want to do anything or even care about other people. I just want to lock myself away in my room and stare at the ceiling for hours and hours, thinking nothing.

I don’t think I’m regressing back to being a shut-in. I think I’m regressing back to being a slowpoke or a stone or something.

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Beyond Eternal 12th Anniversary

Yesterday, it’s Beyond Eternal’s 12th anniversary!

Yeah, it’s been that long since I started this website. At first, this website is where I post my collections of poetry and other things. And then, eventually, it became a collection of fan sites I owned. As I got busy with real life, I turned it back to my main blog and closed down site after site. The only one remaining is my pixel site, where I don’t think I’ll be closing anytime soon, although I kept on disappearing on it.

Anyway, thank you everyone for always dropping by every now and then.

Here’s a little giftie to commemorate this day. It’s for everyone to grab!

Please click, take and remember to link it back to http://www.beyondeternal.com

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A5 Weekly Inserts: Addams Family

I’ve always loved The Addams Family, who doesn’t? I made these weekly inserts for my DIY A5 planner that I used for work.

I made more of these, in different themes for each month, but my external hard drive broke and I lost all my files. I’ve only managed to recover this because it was in my blog’s draft for months. 🙁

I thought I would share them for everyone who’s interested.

 

Please click the images to download.

Have fun! 🙂

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