The running water form the shower continued on for hours. He was in deep thoughts. A few minutes later, he slowly turned the shower off and reached for the towel hanging on his right. He gently wiped his wet muscular body as the water from his hair drip down. The towel ran down his soft smooth pale skin like that of a woman's as he walked straight back near his bed. He stared at his naked reflection from the mirror, once again recalling people's words of how beautiful and sexy he was. He closed his eyes. And walked a few steps to grab something to wear from his wardrobe.

He picked up a turtle-necked Dior long-sleeved shirt and wore a black Versace bottom. He dried his hair and combed it like how he usually do and wore his Cartier watch on his right wrist. He sprayed on his favorite Armani perfume and he was ready to leave his room. He went down to his luxurious living room with a bar beside it and straight out from the front door. He chose to take his Harley Davidson bike this time as he wore his helmet and started to warm his engine to go. And so, he left his Mediterranean styled house.

While driving, he was thinking of how healthy his current life is. He's a gentleman who's at his early late 20s; lives alone in a house of his own; a successful businessman who owns a few of this and that; owner of 2 cars, a bike, and a costly cellular phone; a pretty face who was always a cover on magazines; a model who's always surrounded by pretty women; a healthy bachelor who sleeps out every now and then; a blessed man as most people may call him - physical and financial wise.

While in his deep thoughts doing his regular night time joy ride, suddenly, he started to feel the light rain falling. He thought of playing under the rain for a while. Getting wet once in a while doesn't hurt, after all. A few more minutes, the rain was getting stronger. He speed up twice as much as how fast he was running - 80 kilometers per hour, 100 kilometers, and speeding more by the minute. The road lights while he was speeding up emits a feeling of peacefulness and clarity. It's as if he's flying from another dimension. There's nothing else in his mind but to speed up more and more. And when he finally woke up from what it seemed like a daydream, he decided to leave all else behind. He closed his eyes. He crashed his bike. The post where he hit his head seemed like shaking. His blood was running down covering his face. He started up to the sky where the rain falls down and thought for a while that the rain falls down in an infinite amount. He reached his hand up high and tried to catch the rain. His strength started draining and so he put his hand down his chest. He paused for a while and then whispered, "That's about it." He smiled to the light that came from the post he crashed. And the light slowly fades out.

The rain was pouring hard that night as the traffic jammed along the road. Aside from the loud sound of the pouring rain, there were the sirens that seemed to last throughout the night.

Let It Rain
Chapter 1: Joy Ride

The first of the "Let it Rain" series. I hope you enjoyed it.

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Let It Rain

• Chapter 1: Joy Ride
• Chapter 2: Courage
• Chapter 3: Promise
• Chapter 4: E-mail

Since Talamasca brought it up, let me explain why this site, yet again, was down for 2 consecutive days. The first day is when I was suspended again, for the controversial "illegal anime content" that we thought that was already resolved and understood by the data center. As I was informed, my host's entire server was totally shut down by due to the same old reasons. So my host said, that she'll move us to her other server with a different data center. So we did that Sunday afternoon and of course, it's take approximately 2 days until it's fully propagated throughout the net so there. Now that you're seeing this site and is currently reading this entry, it is therefore, up and running fine again. I would like to extend my apologies to my host again for causing her too much trouble.

For my site updates, the KHS mangas are up again. They are hosted on the free download server my kind host provided for me. This time, I summarized the long detailed disclaimer and rules into a few easy to understand list and put them before the downloads. Now people wont have an excuse for not reading my disclaimer and rules. While at it, I also added our newest release doujinshi, Touhouki Sougeki.

Dear all:

For the time being, at least give me 2-3 days, do not text me, do not call me or whatever. My limited edition, red, Esprit body bag was stolen and in it are my newly given K800i cellphone, leather wallet, IDs, ATMs, discount cards, and cold cash. To think that I just withdrew money to shop. Damn it. It was stolen at some fucking mall while I'm enjoying a bite of Garlic Sticks at Greenwich. It was just right beside me 5 minutes before I realized it was stolen. I totally blocked out and almost collapsed. I am sick, for goodness' sake and this happened. Talk about how inconsiderate my luck level is.

T____T

Warning: What follows would contain something brutal, because I am. If you care about life so much, please don't read it.

And to the one who stole my bag,

Damn you for not answering my calls and messages after I tried to bribe you with however much money you wanted. I don't care how much money you needed anymore. I hope you'll be run over by a truck tonight. I really mean it. I know it's not a Christian thing to wish, but I'm not a Christian so poor you. I even thought of scaring you by sending you prayers from the Satanic perspective, but I am being considerate that you might die from heart attack with your body filled with cold sweat. I still prefer you die by being run over by a truck. I hope to hear the news of your blood spurting the grey, dull roads and internal organs scattering all over under your face that's almost unrecognizable from being deformed. I hope to hear endless gossips of you from people who doesn't have a life that can only stare at you full of pity because "it's such a waste of life".

No, I am not demon, I just find myself fascinated with gruesome things such as these and if I really am a demon, the minute you took my bag, you already died. Really.

PS: If you can't be run over by a truck, a car is good too.

Last night, we, the entire R&D staff, went to Pub, a bar and music lounge, to have a good time. I ate a lot, drank (ice tea!) a lot as I watch them sing and dance and get wackier by every minute. The girl from the acoustic duo has a great voice. And her brother too. Although, he sings in the background, he really has a good voice. Such musical talents, it makes me envious that I can't even play any instrument.

Anyway, here are two of the pictures from the event and more at my gallery, of course, if you are interested. Click, of course, to view a larger shot. You can't possibly see anything from that small a size, can you?

The ever so lame, low quality, dark, inartistic, first photo was taken by me using a lowlife's humble cellphone. While the high quality shot was taken by Sir Glenn using his ever so useful digicam.

Beyond Eternal was suspended yesterday. Yes, the entire domain. According to my host, Beyond Eternal was reported by someone from UK to be distributing illegal anime related contents. I just wanted you people to know the reason why it was suspended yesterday, so you would stop asking me the same question. I had no problems with my hostees since aside from Trelumas, the rest of my hostees are family members, therefore, they were informed earlier of what has happened.

Now, to defend myself from the issue, I would like to tell you people that I do not distribute illegal anime related materials in this site. As far as I am concerned, I never did and never will put up any illegal materials to any of my sites. I've been running this freaking site for more than 3 years now with the same old contents (kind of a boring site, huh?) but this is the first time that I was reported for illegal contents. Geez, what's the point of writing long and troublesome disclaimers and people just don't read them?

So guys, seriously, before you go on reporting sites, read the freaking site's disclaimer first and foremost and do some research if it was indeed an illegal content because it is definitely a pain the in ass. If you do not know how to read, go back to grade 1 and learn how to!

Now, the next thing I am expecting is that I'm being suspended again for using foul language and explicit content.

I've told you this already for the nth time, patience is not my virtue. And so I have not the patience to deal with trivial matters. I have greater problems of my own. By this, as punishment, every single KH scanlations will be put down. If you guys came here for leeching, blame the one who reported this site.

Dearest lord,

I beseech you, my lord, please hear the sincerest prayers from the bottom of this loyal follower's heart. You, the savior of my lustful desires, please hear me, oh my dear god, Gackt-sama.

To start of with, forgive me for saying that your songs as of late, bored me to death and your new look doesn't arouse me one bit. Even though I say such things, I still think that your voice is more seductive than Hyde-sama's and you are still the sexiest man alive. Yes, sexier than any actor and I really mean it.

Going to the main subject of my prayers, I am asking your eminence for a favor that I hope would materialize. I had a swift conversation with the Mama (what's the female counterpart of Papa/Pope, anyway?), Najo-sama, as she had enlightened me with the oracle that your albums that I lack, namely Mizerable and MOON, are being sold at Comics Alley, SM Megamall Branch. After I heard this great news, my heart skipped a beat and I started to squeal like crazy ans wished to be there this instant. But due to the fact that I am working and that even if I am not, I don't know how to commute (really), I can't do so. So, my dear lord, please let all those who wanted to buy your albums be broke until the day I have the time to get my ass to the said mall and buy them.

With bloody knees, I am kneeling in your almost naked image to grant this selfish wish and in exchange, I promise to be your loyal fan for always, listen to your sweet seductive voice as I stare and lust for your desirable image each night from that day forth that I get my hands on them until the day that I find a new god to worship on which would take a few more years.

In solemn prayer,
You lunatic fan.

Yesterday, I got this message from a certain person in Friendster that calls himself Fuckkk aM a LoSeR.

Fuckkk aM wrote:
> No.. I just want to add U coz i like ur style.. I guess ur also an eMo.. But if im wrong.. Sori.. By d way plz accept my request.. Plz.. Coz i just want u to be my friend in friendster but also in relity but its impossible.. But i hope it would be possible..
> So plz do add me.. Ok Take Care..
>
> Euri wrote:
> > Yo friend.
> > Do I know you?
> >
> > ~ Euri
> >

OMFS. I've just been called an "eMo". Please notice the capital "M". I'm not really sure if this guy is a little drunk or he doesn't really know what emo is. And because I'm such a nice person, I'll educate him. Oh! Btw guys, please don't bite my new prey friend. >:)

Warning: Strong language content. If you can't stand it, fuck off.

I do not have an Internet connection at home these days, so I couldn't post an update during the weekends. This is all due to that bastard of an ISP, Smart.

To Smart,
Damn you from the day I subscribed to your Smart WIFI, to the day I upgraded it to Smart Bro (as some wise guy of a support suggested and promised that it would be better), until this fucking day, your service is still as shitty as always. Have you realized how annoying, troublesome and tiring it is to call your customer support for hours where I couldn't even get a decent reply? In my most generous and kind opinion, I think you should shut that company down, really. Take note that I am already being nice by that statement.

That aside, my updates are:

• KH Mangas finally uploaded
• Put up the gifts I received last Valentines. Thanks James, Enob-x and Whin for them.
• Upgraded to WP 2.1.2

A stupid conversation by 2 stupid people. For the stupid by the stupid.

Someone: she's so stupid!!!!
Someone: why can't she see?????
Someone: he's just using her!!!!!!
Someone: why can't she stop loving that bastard of a guy????
Euri: You can never dictate feelings to a person.
Someone: i know that
Someone: but it sounds so stupid!!!
Someone: she already knows the truth
Someone: yet.....
Euri: You are also stupid.
Euri: You fell for someone who already has somebody.
Euri: And to top it off, she's being hurt by her loser boyfriend and your shouldering her pains with her knowing that one truth she can never love you back.
Euri: Talk about pathetic.
Someone: i know i know
Euri: Also, don't exaggerate your punctuation marks. I know you're feeling bad but-
Someone: damn you.
Euri: lmao
Someone: Thanks.
Euri: np
Euri: May consultation fee na yan sa susunod.