I love you so much. Yes, you love me more that anything. Because you are all that I’ve ever wanted. Because I am what you wanted to be. At the same time, I hate you so bad. More than anything, you despised me the most. Because you are all that I can never be. Because I am what you and […]
I Don’t Know
I don’t know what’s wrong with this site. I seemed broken for some reason. My host said that it’s because of people’s ISP’s cache are not updated so they can’t view my site properly. But I had a hunch that it’s more than that. Oh, as soon as I make an entry, whatever the errors may be, may it be […]
Life and Pain
Life is a set of chains that binds you to this world. A world where mountains are made of pilled up corpse and rivers are made of blood. A forsaken realm where every person are tainted by the mark of sin once they are born. A frightening domain where salvation is but a mere illusion and freedom can only be […]
The Coward
She wanted to graduate. She wanted a degree so bad as fast as she could because she just wanted to be able to tell people that she graduated. And she would have something that her parents can be proud of. Unconsciously, she’s still stupidly hoping for their praise like a little kindergarten waiting for a soft pat on the head […]
Suicide Note
Dear God, Everyday, form the moment I woke, I wondered painfully of it was all right for me to be by your side. I wondered if I was still qualified to walk in Your steps. But even as I wondered, I loved listening to hymns in Your praise. I loved watching the candlelight ceremony. I’m sorry. God, I’m sorry. Because […]