You know, yaya calls me Ate 小妹 (Xiao Mei / Sho Be). Hearing it makes me go O_o every single time.
小妹 means younger sister in Chinese.
Ate means elder sister in Tagalog.
When she says it like that, it's like she's calling me "elder sister younger sister".
It sounds so weird.
Maybe she thought 小妹 was my name because everyone calls me 小妹 at home.
Last Quarter
I would like to tell everyone that I finally decided to open the comments for Last Quarter. But even then, I will keep the blog blocked away from search engines. This way, spams will still be less.
Memoire: The Antiques Fanlisting
While I'm at this, I'm also plugging Memoire. It's a fanlisting for antiques.
This fanlisting is not originally mine. It had been around for quite a while and I just adopted it from Stilla recently (About last month). The transfer of ownership has been officially made. I'm really happy about adoting this fanlisting because I love it very much. If you are a fan of antiques, please consider joining.
WordPress Issues
Since my update of this blog to 2.3.1, for some reason, my blog fucked up? I just noticed that I was missing a few categories here and there and the category ID are messed up as well. I have this thing with arrangement and numberings so I wanted everything to be arranged in my specific order. It's like this, I wanted my categories to be numbered and named according to my preference - category 1 should be named Life, etc. But then, for some reason, everything went in shambles since my update. I don't know how long will it take me this time to rearrange everything again since, well, I've blogged for ages and I have a lot of entries, if I may say so myself. Just thinking about it irritates me. Gah. :mad:
Today, it is Yoshiki's birthday. As far as my fangirl stalking ability goes, he's already 42 this year. But who cares about age. He's still as beautiful no matter how many years passed by. And his music - they always touch my heart just as they do when I first heard them. Everyday I go to Yoshiki's Myspace just to see if he has posted a new blog entry yet. He's the sole reason why I kept my Myspace account even until this point. Sometimes, it scares me that I even feel like a crazy stalker. My fandom of Yoshiki is not the same with how I am to Gackt and Mana. My fandom of him is different because I do not think of Yoshiki solely as an artist. I maybe just another fan for Yoshiki, but for me, he was my savior.
I'm always listening to Forever Love. Taking aside the fact that X (CLAMP) was my favorite manga, Forever Love was my eternally favorite song. Whenever I hear Forever Love, it always reminds me of when Kamui cried as he embraced Fuma's head in pain and regret, at the end of the X: The Movie, that scene never left my mind even until now. I even went so far as to go buy myself an original VHS of it. I'm not quite sure about CDs but, I'm definitely sure there are still no DVDs at that time. That was way back in around 1996 or 1997? I was still in about 6th grade or first year high school that time. Ah... memories.
Just in case you might be interested, these are the songs:
Oh, I think Khei knows this song too. I used to have her listen to it and she cried. *lol*
It doesn't mean that just because someone always kept himself silent of things around him, refusing to say anything, he is, therefore, without resolve. It does not also mean that he doesn't see or hear things around him. Actually, he does. Sometimes, he even see and hear things more than other people actually do. Sometimes, it's just that he thinks of things in a different color. And most of the time, he simply just doesn't give a damn about them. Thinking too much of things that does not concern him would be a total waste of time, anyway. So why does he need to care?
Most people think that his kind are weird and are anti-social. But this is because people are ignorant of what an "anti-social" really is. Even though they give off the feeling of coldness, they are actually pretty kind. Most of the time, they are even more trustworthy that the rest of the people that surrounds you. This, I think, is because they know what actual pain really is. Yes, that "pain" that most people couldn't feel.
Today, I am very happy to tell everyone that it's been 4 years since Beyond Eternal has been born to the World Wide Web. It has also been countless times that I've tried to change domains yet, in the end, I still sticked with it. Since then 'til now, I've met so many people. Online friends, like every other people offline, they also come and go. Since 4 years ago, there were only Najo, Flamegod, Inggo, Esu, Shanon, Kiatsu, Christy, Sese, Hiro, Shari, Kris, Christian, Mitch, Ade, Rozeh, Mushroom18, kotomine, Angeli, FrozenNight, Ashley,and Azaria who were left of my very first online friends (I do hope I did not forget anyone. >.<). Most of them moved from one place to another for like, countless of times. There were some who moved to new domains, who grew tired of their domains and just blog by LJ, and there were some who sticked through their old domains on which their domain later on became some kind of like a trademark, I suppose.
Note: I did not include my friends The Prize, enob-x, Chette simply because they are not my online friends. I knew them offline before I met them online.
With this same domain, I've learn a lot. I started with coding plain HTML using notepad. After a year, I learned almost all the basics of web design and then I discovered this wonderful thing called CSS! Then after that, I started learning PHP. With this same domain, I've also moved from one host to another as well. I've also opened and closed a lot of sites. The only site I haven't closed since then was this blog. Although I've practically moved it here and there, it's still the same with it's old name.
Speaking of blogging, I still remember my first blogging experience to be filled with my everyday life at school that eventually became an everyday rant. After a year, I became an active atheist that my entries slowly became filled with my point of views with regards to religion and stuffs. After a while, I reach the point where I grew tired and lost interest for obvious reasons like it became pretty pointless to go on. Now that I think of it, I don't have any particular topic that I blog about. I doubt I really a straight I'm pretty random.
Anyway, here's something for everyone! Please feel free to take it.
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Edit @ 20071119.0902: Added 4 more friends that I've forgotten.
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