Aww... My ear drum's going to burst. One thing I hate about Christmas is when kids sing Christmas carols outside of your house, totally tone deaf and unsynchronized. The best remedy for this is Maximum the Hormone's Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nurururerorero. :love: :love:

Anyway, happy happy holidays to everyone! Here's my holiday gift! OMG! I'm not late this time. Yey! ^_^

Yes, yes, that's me from the picture with my new hair. So, I got a new hair cut. I wanted it to look somewhat like Toshiya's haircut (his bangs, to be exact) but it kinda turned out differently from what I imagined it to be. My new hair looked in between Kikasa's (Due le Quartz's bassist) hair and Kana's hair. I also had it highlighted. I wanted a white highlight but according to ate Loi (the one who cut my hair and did the highlights and everything), it wont look good.

Here's a few pics of the highlights:

I haven't had a new hair style since college days. Now that I think about it, I look a lot more like when I was in college now? O_o The short bangs also reminded me of the days when I was still a young and innocent boy. My eyes are still shut off the world of yaoi, back then. Nyahaha! :evil: I also realized that aside from Mana, I could also do a Miyavi (back in his Due le Quartz era) and Kana cosplay. Kana is easier to cosplay since easier to imitate than a visual kei musician due to their elaborate style. But, of course, that's what makes me love them.

So, how's your holiday?

Equivalent Trade Principle:

Nothing gained is without sacrificing something of equal value.

I've always believed that when you want to attain something, you must sacrifice something in return. Likewise when you gave something, you expect something in return.

I never believed it when someone says, "I do not expect something in return." because when you give something, that same law applies. When you gave someone a gift for the holiday season, you are expecting something from that person in return. It might be just a simple thank you, a hug or a kiss. Even though it might not be something material like your gift, but even just a feeling of gratitude towards you, the bottom line there is that you were given something in return for what you gave. That too, is part of the law of equivalent trade.

This is the topic of my rant today. The very repetitious, tiring event of the year, THE Model Contest. (Edit: My personal favorite Danica Joyce See did not win the contest. *sobs*)

Never mind the guy in the background. He is not as important as this. Yeah, yeah. He was some model that I don't know and don't hell care about. Whatever. Anyway, there was this spammer who posted ridiculously funny comments to each, I repeat, EACH model contestant's comment board.

IT HAS COME INTO OUR ATTENTION THAT MANY OF THE REGISTERED MEMBERS OF AUCTION.PH HAVE INVALID EMAIL ADDRESS.

THESE WILL OUTRIGHTLTY BE EXCLUDED IN THE FINAL TALLY OF VOTES WHICH WILL OCCUR ON THE 22TH OF DECEMBER.

TO AVOID DEDUCTIONS, MAKE SURE THAT THE EMAIL ADDRESS IS INDEED VALID. THANK YOU AND GOOD DAY. -AUCTION PHIL. MGT.

What the hell is wrong with this spammer? I don't know if he's stupid or just plain brainless or whatever. Let me list down my complaints:

1. Auction Phil - what a lame name.
2. It's not 22th It's 22nd. That's twenty-second not twenty-twoth? O_o Get your ass back to elementary!
3. He types in all caps for heaven's sake. That makes him the most hateful of all hateful people.
4. Auction.ph does not validate e-mails in the first place. What the heck is that "THESE WILL OUTRIGHTLTY BE EXCLUDED IN THE FINAL TALLY OF VOTES" shit?
5. If that person indeed work for Auction.ph, how the heck will he remove those votes by "unvalidated e-mails"?
6. Votes are tallied automatically by script. Is he thinking that I will be counting these votes manually? I don't have the time to count these shits, for the life of me. What does he think I am? Some super ingenious invention of a mega robot or something?
7. If I work in Auction.ph, and that announcement was indeed by Auction.ph, would I post in the comment box? Of course not. First, I will need to inform ma'am Ria about it. Then, she'll be the one to ask the good 'ol CD and the lazy PD (moi), to change the stuffs and everything.
8. And it took me, like forever to delete those damn comments. Less the fact that I am spending my precious limited time deleting his spams, for goodness' sake. I still have Coupon 15 to launch next week!

Ugh! I hate this spammer. I hope he dies a painful death. You know, some kinda him being run over by a truck or a train, being eaten to bits alive my ants or dogs, being shred to pieces by some machine or something.

I know, I'm creepy, I'm sorry. I'm just upset. And the rosary I bought isn't exactly the one I was expecting too. :(

My time, for a while,
Seemed as if it stopped.
My thoughts, in deep,
Seemed as if it went to blank.

I felt incredible uneasy.
I start suffocating.
The silence was deafening.
Yet, even a bit of noise is irritating.

The clock keeps ticking.
My heart beats are increasing.
My breathing becomes heavy.
Everything else becomes blurry.

The echoing sounds,
The perpetual repetition,
It makes me loose myself.
It drives me insane.

And in one moment,
A moment after chaos.
I stopped by for a while.
I stopped by to cry.

With each moment that passed,
With each air I breathe in,
With each sound that rings,
With my every heartbeat.

This feeling,
I could not explain well in words.
I don't know where to begin,
I don't know where to end.