Sometimes,
Too much love is painful.
As I remember you,
I grow sadder.

I cannot forget your smiles.
I cannot forget your words.

The more I try not to think about it,
The more the memories pulls me back.
The more I try to forget,
The more painful it becomes.

I do not know where to start.
I do not know if it'll ever end.
I just want the world to stop,
And just let time continue moving.

A hazy vision –
The fear of reality –
Screams of sanity.

The silhouette of your shadow,
I remember so clearly
Like it was real, so full of life.
But whenever I try touch it,
It quickly fades away
As if it was running from me.

Grief is eating me away
Little by little,
One piece at a time.
I'm tangled and trapped
In my own delusions
That I could see you again
When I wake up.
But all that's left in me
Is the shadow of your memories
That I try hard to hold on to.

I feel like running away.
I wanna run where the clouds meets the sky,
Where the breeze is cold
And warm at the same time.
But I do not know which way to go
Or to which side I should run to.

There came a point
When I do not even care about all that.
I just want to run as far as my legs can take me
And scream as loud as my voice leave me.

I simply just want to run.
Run away from the world
Run away from life
Run away from myself
Run away from the pain
And the shadows of your memories.

Shadows fills the sky.
Dark clouds, covering the sun.
The sky is crying.