Sorrowful Heart

It started out when I saw you.
And when we met, then I knew
We would be good friends.
We share the same taste in trends,
And had a lot of things in common.
We became close, from then on.

Little by little, I found these eyes
Wet with tears not knowing why.
I wondered how could this heart cold as ice,
Melted as I break down and cry.
Then I think of what I use to do,
And found that I fell for you.

Whenever you utter her name,
I keep silent while this heart is aching.
If I could fight Love’s little game,
Perhaps this heart would stop its bleeding.

Hoping for this heart’s tears
Would dry up, as it slowly heals
And everything would end
As this sorrowful heart would once again stand.



As I wake up one morning,
Here I am, endlessly drifting.
Not even a glimpse of light,
Nor anyone in sight.

I cried out loud to anyone
Who could hear my voice.
How sad, it seemed like no one
Even heard a whisper through the noise.

I always felt frightened,
Whenever I asked myself, what happened?
I couldn’t even try,
To break myself down and cry.

What filled my heart was deep sadness,
Wanting someone to fill this emptiness.
Wanting someone to reach out a hand,
And bring me to an unknown land.

A place what my heart desires,
Full of smiles in each person eyes.
Sweet melodies that they would sing,
As they joined hands to form a ring.

How I longed for that light,
To free me from an endless war inside,
That kept me forever tied,
To a place called “Twilight”.


Just Now

It was just now
That I started to realize
That it’s been so long
Since I’ve kept this feeling inside.
Only I knew of the happiness I’m feeling,
Whenever I’m with you.
Only I knew of the pain I’m going through,
When she hurt you.
But who am I?
Do I have the right to tell you?
When everything I knew,
I keep inside,
So that no one might knew of what I feel.
Afraid of you regretting me,
Afraid of them finding out that I love you.
But still, ’til now I can’t understand
How you made me laugh when I’m sad.
But I guess I never will find out
Because our path separates now.
And all I can do is to try my best
To forget everything.
But I think I can’t
And I never will be able to.
I just hope someday I might see you again.
But before that day comes,
I want to stop myself from loving you
Because I know you’ll never do.



I’m starting to lose faith, no, I am losing faith in the group I was once so eager to become a part of. I left Taoism and embrace Christianity two years had passed. Now, I think that Taoist are more human than Christians are. Or is it just me… I’m confused.



Lyrics by: Carolina E. Harris
Composed by: Mario Antonio D. Sampang
Performed by: The Identifiers
Copyright 2002

When the world closes down on me
And I’m afraid that they wont see
The dream of being that somebody
Somebody that I want to be

You took me by the hand
And you were the one who understand
And reach your helping hand
All the way

Now the time has come for us to say goodbye
I want to say something from this heart of mine

Cause I… want to thank you for believing in me
for giving your faith and for making me see
Even the time has come
Who knows maybe someday
We will lead the way
Oh! I can’t forget… Graduation Day!

You stood by me, and kept me strong
In my coldest days, you made it warm
The way we shout
The things we always dreamed about

* Repeat Refrain *

* Repeat Chorus (2x) *

… Graduation Day! (4x)

Our graduation song. And no, it doesn’t have the typical sad-type melody. It’s more like a OPM band type melody. The beat was that of the same with Line to Heaven by Introvoys.