I feel devastated.
I feel as if though I do not belong.
And I am painfully crying inside,
Though my mask is doing her job well.
I just want to stop the time,
Where nothing else but me moves.
Where I could feel everyone's pain,
Where I could see everyone's tears.
I just wanted to think,
In the most solitude place I could find.
I wanted to regain something I had lost-
My self-love.
Or, if time may permit,
I just simply want to know that feeling-
The feeling I crave so much at this point.
The feeling of dying.
I believe I am good at sweeping my feelings under the rug, pero wala pa naman akong suicidal tendencies
I know this feeling. I also feel like I don't belong nowhere. I hate that feeling.
Euri, don't say that, please *hugs*
Despite all the bad things in life, life DO is worth living it - there is some reason in life, you just have to find out what is yours.
the poem is express well but at the same time sad. Can personally relate w/ the 2nd and 3rd stanza.
last stanza is scary... do you really feel that? hope you're ok.
You can always choose to feel happy, Euri-chan. And that's a better choice. =)
*pat pat*
*hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk. And I mean it, I'm willing to listen. =)
sounds like we're in the same boat. most of it echo my very own predicament.
just like what you did for me:*hugs* hope u're doing fine, too. :)
nice poem... most people have their highs and lows... its sad but that's life... :-(
Hi euri! Whats wrong? :( *hugs*
and yeah, that's gonna be my official blog~ ^_^
oh. sometimes I feel that way. pero don't wish for death, ok? God will find a way... :)
Well, dying's not so bad :D:D~ I mean you get to go to heaven after! ^__^ It's just the question of HOW you feel like dying o__O; I mean, do you wanna go to sleep and die, or do you want to drown? d:
>>; I'm jk about the drowning part and all. >>;
Oh, moo. I is here. Why is it such a sad poem. =_= If ever I take to writing poetry, I shall write bubbly happy sunshiny poems. About myself. XDXD~ Hehehehe.
Anyway, you write prettyfully. [=
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You must have a lot of things in your mind huh? I hope you feel better .. :]
those were the ole'days :P I hated myself for the past 21 years... but if you continue to hate yourself and want to die :P what will happen to you? :P
I wanna compose a poem for God @.@
Sleep and never wake up. ;)
Binalik ni Lord yung pagkaenergetic ko and I really have a lot of time basta sa kanya. Even I am busy :) siyempre nakakatulong din ang business mo eh sa online so you can work and do these stuff at the same time :D
Very inspiring, sister! I died.
Bakit ganun? Bakit ako, hindi marunong gumawa ng tula? *inggit* LOL. Medyo depressing.
i can relate on your poem. pero hindi dun sa last stanza. nafil mo talaga yun? hope yer fine.
gah thats deep wow its really good hope thats not how you feel be happy I find it hard but after reading a manga (fruits basket man I love that manga) I realised that the girl had it far harder then me so I should be happy no matter what because I have it pretty good :)
Luv Bexxxxxxxx
aww. i can totally relate to the poem.. once, a guy friend asked me "how do you manage to smile when you're heart is burning on fire?"... i simply answered "maybe because... i'm used to it..." it taks time, to heal a broken heart. :( how i wish that time, would just like rewind....
aww such a sad poem. I hope you feel better. I clicked the google add for you.